January 23, 2015

CITY TOUR

Today randomly I got up early and get the mood to explore the city. Actually I already made the rough plan with my friend but still not sure whether to do it or not. Since it's my day-off and I don't know what to do and so do her, we agreed that the plan must go on. Thankfully the weather was good although it got really hot after a couple hour.

Our first stop is train station called St. Tawang. If you look carefully the lobby still contains colonial architecture but I'm not sure if you can see it from this picture :p We just park our motorcycle there and then start to explore "Kota Lama". So here we are, looks like a tourist with our pocket camera in our hands.

Stasiun Tawang, Semarang

December 5, 2014

Ignorance is a bliss

Some say I apathetic, some say I ignorant, some say I'm too relaxed...
It's one hundred percent true. I choose to be apathetic, I choose to be ignorant. Because I know myself very well that when I care about something, I can't stop thinking about it. And if there's nothing I can't do to fix or help it, I start to feel guilty. 
And guilty is not something that you can live with.

September 17, 2014

Beauty is pain but not beauty causes more pain


I'm not saying that you should make yourself covered in blood or something. What I mean about beauty is confidence and believes that you are pretty. If you aren't confidence about yourself it will cause you more pain. Even if I have this huge nose and I don’t have fair skin I still believe that I am pretty. I don’t care about people opinions. Well, I do care actually. But it didn’t discourage me to be who I am. If you don't believe that you're pretty then who will?


 

Have you seen this video?  I got a goosebumps every time I watch it. Sometimes you need to look at yourself from other people perspective to realize how beautiful you are.


“Don’t worry about those who talk behind you, they're behind you for a reason".

September 6, 2014

again, a Dream.....

As I told you before that I've been active at local community. So yesterday my friend and I visited one of our children in care, Adi. We couldn't met him because he's still at school even though it's almost dark outside. So we talked with his mother instead. We asked how has he doing as we couldn't meet him often. In fact, last year is the last time I met him. Yes, we've been such a bad elder and I can't apologize enough for that. 

Back to the conversation with the mother, we talk long enough to know a little bit about Adi. He's been doing great except he got a little accident with his bike and broke a couple of his front teeth. He won some competition too, in astronomy as I remember. Then we talk about his dream to study mechanical engineering after he graduate which is soon. His mother told that it's been his dream since he was a little boy until the very now. Never change, not a single glitch. I was more than impressed. Wish can do more to help him achieve it. 

Somehow this conversation reminds me about a discussion with one of the senior volunteer. We talked about something and suddenly she asked about my dream. I avoided her question but she insisted, so I answered shyly. Wondering why because it wasn't a direct conversation. Then she said something that I can't and won't forget when I asked the reason of her question. "It's funny if you help the children to achieve their dream when you don't have one." Yeah, I couldn't agree more :)

August 24, 2014

CATCHIN' UP

What I've been doing so far?
There's nothing much I can tell actually. As I spent almost a month at home, laying around and do nothing.
I missed a lot of birthday this year, my big bro's, my lil bro's, my big sis, and my niece's. I think I missed my mom's birthday too as I choose to visit my big sis. Sad, but can't do anything about that.
When I met my high school friends, most of them already graduated. Maybe it's time for me to seriously doing my paper. Don't you think so?

July 9, 2014

HOMESICK

by Jeong Ji Yong

Home, I've come home,
But not to the home I yearned for

Wild pheasants brood eggs,
And cuckoos call in season,

But it doesn't seem like it's my hometown
A cloud float over the port 

Even today when I climb alone
to the end of the mountain,
White-flecked flowers warmly smile,

While grass flutes blown in my youth
yield no sound
on parched lips, so bitter.

Home, I've come home,
But only the sky of my longing is a lofty blue

June 23, 2014

quote quote on the wall...

Quote quote on the wall, tell me the wisest word in the world!
Yep, as I said in the latest post I will decorate my wall with quotes. So this is what I did.