Every time something happen to me I always looking for a reason. Did I done something good or did I done something bad. Does it make me learn something. But sometime I can't explain it at all.
Well how I suppose to know why my father abandoned me on my birthday several years ago. All I know is celebrating birthday doesn't sounds interesting anymore. Sometime it does, but mostly it doesn't.
Yea, I should've let it go, forget about it, be grateful for still alive, and so on. But I can't. I just can't. Part of me want to let go but part of me keep remember how does it hurt.
Well how I suppose to know why my father abandoned me on my birthday several years ago. All I know is celebrating birthday doesn't sounds interesting anymore. Sometime it does, but mostly it doesn't.
Yea, I should've let it go, forget about it, be grateful for still alive, and so on. But I can't. I just can't. Part of me want to let go but part of me keep remember how does it hurt.
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