Life is like carousel, it never stop turning. Whether you like it or not. You can't get off whenever you like.
It's been almost a year since I heard that my sister in law left my brother. And about a month ago they officially divorce. Kinda sucks but I don't blame her. I know it's my brother's fault. And I respect her decision. I don't hate her for stand up for herself.
But it doesn't mean I forgive her for leaving me behind. For putting so little faith on me. For trashing me away like a rubbish. For making me feel like useless little brat who knows nothing. No, I hate her for this. Because I deserve much much better than she did to me.
And I think I'm not gonna hate her even she got remarried. Not that I wishing for her happiness. Why would I wish for someone else's happiness when my life's miserable. But I don't wish for her unhappiness either. So yeah, I just wish that I never get anything to do with her again for good. Till I forgo the pain that she caused to me.
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